Unspiritual

For some of us, there is a built-in, born-with affliction, to seek and find the answers to our existence. It is not by choice, it is a gnawing, a knowing-a sacred sickness. It is a feeling so deep, that it vibrates in the cells and boils in the blood. It is an intensity so unrelenting in its drive, so constant, determined, unwavering and focused, that even sleep is not safe from its scrutiny. And when it is hidden, it is simply waiting for the next attack upon its prey of falsehood. The story begins with Christopher staring at a shotgun considering ending his life at the age of 18. He has a born-again experience and becomes a missionary in Haiti. After escaping a Christian cult, he leaves Christianity and travels through the landscape of spirituality for 25 years. Enchanted by the song "Stairway to Heaven", he follows the inner muse into a mysterious realm that transforms his life. He chronicles a powerful human metamorphosis over a 5-week period and details how the body purges itself of psycho-emotional complexes and unleashes its spiraling power inside. This experience changes his name to Zzenn, leading him to discover a style of music he calls ZzennSong. Magick, healing and humor weave a tale of riveting intensity and synchronicity, sprinkled with keys of insight, through the life of a modern seeker and mystic. It is a harrowing narrative for any story lover, spiritual seeker, musical artist, survivor of childhood trauma and Bipolar.